Wow. I just randomly went on here via FB. So here's a rundown to what has been going on since I got home. I'm seasonal and going back this weekend, I picked up a shift, not at PC but at ....wait a minute...let the suspense build....ADVENTURELAND BBY! Me, being the worry wart, was really nervous about the whole thing, because I've never picked up a shift before, I didn't know how things worked, but I was like hey! Sarah ask yourself? Do you want to work at Adventureland? Yessss... THAN DO IT! If you can dream it, you can do it :) So because PC couldn't get me a shift, I got one at Adventureland in MK through the EHH. I can't wait. When we (my dad and I) arrive, we are driving to Disney U to get my new ID and costume, and then driving to PC to check in our hotel. AND THEN OFF TO MAGIC KINGDOM! JETRHRJVT! YAYAY! Hahha, I can never get tired of that place. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE PETER PAN! Well anyways. Saturday, I work at 4:30 pm to 11:00 pm. my dad is going to drop me off at the cast parking lot and then I'm going to the utildors and clock in and begin work. I'm still confused about the lockers, because IDK how to get one, well I think I have an idea about getting one, but I'm not sure, I'll ask costuming on Friday. I just need to know to see if I can bring a lunch or something. I heard that they have lockers in other areas besides the biiiiig room (It's HUGE) If thats the case, then I can bring a lunch and won't have to rush back to my work when my lunch break is over.....I wonder how their breaks work? God I worry tooo much lol.


Well tootles. Yes I just said that.

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I've learned to fly

So this is it. Crying while I write this. My program is at is very end, leaving tomorrow, and yes I'm excited to leave but more so, I'm devastated that I have to leave so many friends. I don't want to leave all my fellow cast members at Pop (GO POP!) But this has been such a journey about myself and everything around me. I can't tell you the amount of times I've cried today. I cried when Sonia came in and gave me lessons in life, I cried when my very last shift ended and all the CPs were started their last one. As Robert says, we were two ships passing. And we were, all going to different ports. To Pennsylvania, to Michigan, and to Florida. But the one thing we won't forget is this. This experience. Such a wondrous adventure that has taught us so much. I will never forget. Through this I've learned to have faith and trust myself (and pixie dust) and that this little red feather isn't the only thing that can help me fly, it's me, my growth. So much has happened, from demon bitches in my apartment to waking up two hours late for work, all the tears and stress have been worth it. This is an unforgettable journey that has been custom made for me. Only I could have experienced what I have. And as I write this and listen to Break by Three Days Grace, the seconds are ticking. and my time is almost up. To anyone that will do this program, remember everything about it, live it up, take advantage and most of all, think happy thoughts.

"Take yourself to higher places"

Sarah Cochran

Last day of work tomorrow.

So tomorrow is my last day of work. It will be bittersweet, and I'm not sure that I will cry, I hope not. I will miss alot of people there. I've grown so much during this program, well it feels that way. And it's not all major things, there are some little things that I have accomplished, like talking to a stranger on the phone. I had to call so much places, Splash Mountain, Image Works at EPCOT, W.O.D I think I'm finally over that. and getting around and doing things on my own. I finally can breathe. this whole time my parents didn't have their infamous short leash on me. I did whatever I want, and I think finally my parents can trust me. I didn't go get drunk and have sex and snort shit loads of coke. I did reasonable things. I CAN function without my parents telling me what to do. I bought my own groceries, did my own laundry, managed my own money, I had full responsibility over things. It was my job to get to work, to use judgement, do actually have the fucking initiative to do something, something I've never had before. All I know is when I get home, it kinda will be a shock. Here in Orlando, I've always been on the move, always doing something. I think maybe only twice have I actually just laid around and did nothing. When I go home I know i will be unrealistically bored, and it will kill me. but now there's this part of me that won't let that happen. If I want to do something, by Charlie, I will do it! I won't let idleness kill me. When I go back, I know I'm going back to Publix, but this time, it will be different. I will actually have the urge to work, to get hours. and this time I will be doing stock. Something I found out through Disney, that I actually like. It's just that. Disney. In that word alone, in that stupid fucking company have I learned so much about myself. I love Disney. I always have and always will, but this time it's more than the movies and the history. It's now that they have fucking helped me in so many ways. I don't care about what people say about this program, how they say there are too many rules, which there aren't, or they pay us shitty. I know they do, I know they take advantage of CPs, but I don't care. I took advantage of this program, sucked it fucking dry of everything it could offer, and used it. I enjoyed myself and I know I will be heartbroken when I leave. I know I'm probably rambling but I don't care, I just had Sonics with Diana.

Peace.

Learn from yourself.

Peter Pan!

:)Two weeks left of my program! Can't wait to go home to mom's spaghetti. But today was extra esspecial! I met Peter Pan, the nice one, but not the one I wanted to meet. But OMG SOO NICE I LOVED IT. He called me a Lost Girl < 3 Yaya! I have work at 6:00 PM to midnight, not that bad, and I have off Sun and Mon. Sunday I'm going to HS to see Lotso, a new character from TS3 that's coming out in June, hes a fluffy bear, and on Monday I'm going to MK again because I heard from a little bird, Peter Pan is in the Dream along with Mickey show, and sometimes comes off stage to meet and greet with guests, an attendant said all I need to do is ask someone and they said it would be fine, cross my fingers! Hopefully 5 months of waiting has led up to this wondrous moment! AND IT SHALL BE GLORIOUS! I might cry.

Well toodles, I must take a nap and wake up at 4:00 Pm for work :)

So this is what happened.

BRING YOUR OWN CAR. AND USE IT.

This is what happened
I went to HS and it started raining. The first bus didn't even stop for us, and the second didn't show up.

NOW LETS PLAY A GAME FOLKS!

Who waited a hour for a bus while it was storming outside?

ME. FUCKING ME. ME WITH FUCKING HORRIBLE LUCK.
God has it out for me.

So now, my phone can't do shit, just waste space.
The water dot is pink. and I should just buy a new phone and waste money.

Because of American Coach, they should just buy my fucking phone.

God.

Well

My car has a flat tire. So well. I don't know. I made Sarah love Supernatural and I feel successful! Last night I went to a cast member play, in which my friend, Doug was in, he was awesome. It was Shakespeare's Midsummer Night's dream. IT WAS HELARIOUS AND FUNNY. OMG I LOVED IT. Katie left. :( but I have a new roommate, who's name is KatieLee, it's ironic and upsetting. But she's still really cool. and from Pennsylvania, anyone from Pennsylvania is awesome. I've been working like ALOT of mornings, which I love.

Not much to talk about, all I know is I have almost a month left.

soooo sorry 2 followers!

Well not much is going on...

EXCEPT THE US POSTAL SYSTEM LOST MY DVD REMOTE CONTROLLER AND C28 SHIRT.

Ohh! of course not much is going on. And I'm getting a roommate, who has yet arrived.

And I'm watching High School Musical 3, don't judge me.

I'm angry.
Good bye.