Today is my second to last day at work! After Monday, I shall dedicate my time getting everything together (I haven't even started packing yet!) and spending time with my friends before I leave. I'm still stoked for the program. My brother, on the other hand, keeps discouraging me, he's trying to make me not want to do the program, he's saying I'm going to hate it and it's going to suck and that I will be treated like crap, and a load of other pish posh. I know I wont be treated like a full time cast member, that's a given, I'm going to be an intern! And I don't have a problem with it either. He keeps saying that on my days off I'm not going to want to do anything cause I'll be working all the time and I'll be tired. Well brother of mine, obviously you don't know me. I love Disney and don't think my legs being tired will deter me from going there with my present and future friends. It's just annoying having people wanting to bring you down and put a damper on your excitement.
The nervousness is also starting to become a problem. I was browsing through one of my CP friends on Facebook and she recently posted pictures of her apartment and the arrival party and I was like "ohh crap. I'm leaving soon" I think I'm nervous about being late and the bus system and doing all the chores like doing the dishes and laundry. But I don't think you can prepare for most of the things. I have no idea what to expect so I know I should just go with the flow and just go with the motions cause I can't do anything right now. It's a thing you learn along the journey. But on the other hand, I'm a complete worry wart. Gosh! Ahh! All I know it's going to be an overwhelming first couple of days in the program, but exciting at the same time.
Good luck to all the other fellow CPs!
God Bless!
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